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Friday, May 06, 2005

Fri, 06 May 2005 03:37:03 GMT

it has finally happened

http://mtspiel.blogspot.com

you speak of signs and wonders

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 21:01:13 GMT

So i think i might be done here. It really doesnt necessrily matter. While i like this thing, and have for many a year (i do pride mysllef in being one of the first of my circle of friends to have a xanga... ). Perhaps it is time to move on to something bigger, something better. Blogspot perhaps?... Perhaps. See ya, ill keep you posted... or maybe i wont.

This is one of the best albums of my generation. The flow and overall musicianship are etherial.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 04:21:08 GMT

Played a invigerating game of wiffle ball today. It left me rather soar too.

I am kind of frustrated right now. Sometimes i think my friends act like 3rd graders. In general i am just not very happy about it. It would be nice to go home right now. In fact, i think about it a lot. How much I dont like it here. Maybe it will all turn around. Jon Shell is coming back, as well as the infamous Christy Kruse. Yikes. Maybe I can live in a box, and i wont let anyone come visit me. Just me, with my thoughts in my box. It would be nice.

Friday, September 10, 2004

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 03:13:40 GMT

Move me up a notch baby. I just got a gmail account and firefox... you know you love me. All in the same day too.

Matt "... girls only like guys with skills..." Spiel

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 19:00:16 GMT

The community.

I often wonder what it is that allows us to experience true christian fellowship and community... and even what keeps us from knowing it. I have heard many people say that they first experienced true community during the more difficult times of their lives (ie death, divorce, etc), and others say their experience was shaped around their time in college (dorm life), and more specifically, bible/christian college. And since I am in the middle of my "higher education" at one of those colleges. I might write my thoughts on such a topic. After all, this is my "journal."

And this is all i have: Perhaps it isnt our common interests and loves that bring us together to express community, but rather...our common love for another. Selflessness should be the middle ground in which we meet and experience true community.

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 17:31:00 GMT

I suppose that since this website gets a huge amount of traffic through it... that maybe i should tell everyone who comes here to go vote for this. It is funny, and well worth your time. Most of all, it is me.

In the words of Morey Finkle "Do it!"

vote for this

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 20:04:26 GMT

It is time. It... is.

Things are moving. Moving to where?... i do not know. But i suppose that faith will fill that gap. I am fighting a sickness. It sucks. Add two huge cankersoars on top of that. Bummer. The crew went to see ND last night, and i had to work. Tonight, same scenerio. Golly, geez. This is just not my week, but there is a light beginning to shine, its just taking a while to get glowing.

Friday, August 27, 2004

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 13:49:05 GMT

So everything is still up. In the air, far from where I can reach it and begin to make any sense of it all. My thoughts are still as cloudy and uncomprehensable as ever. I sit and think of things past, things to come and it all begins to overwhelm me. I find myself getting scared, depressed about it all. This life is not easier. It is certainly not the low road. We climb and climb to the next ledge only to find out that the top is no where in sight. But there is hope. Hope in life after; where the toil and trials of this life will seem far and distant. Oh how I desire such things. To finally have the world in harmony. No tears, no tension, no disention. Yet, this is where I am. And this is where I must be. So I will carry on. Find my strength in the things not of us.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 03:27:33 GMT

And the moment of trial and tribulation has come. It is my prayer that when all of this is done that i am not found wanting. What a heavy burden to bear right from the start, but isnt this what it is all about. The tables have been set, but i dont know if there is a place for me. This week i wil go from the fryin' pan into the fire, and Lord willing out of the fire. Your prayers would be greatly appreciated.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 17:40:23 GMT

Well I am back in jtown. It is good to be back with friends, however i am having trouble finding time to get moved in to the dorm. Hopefully i can do it tonight. School starts on monday and I need a haircut. Go get 'em ligers. Limbeck in Lawrence. Hey ya!